Hi

What a school year eh? 18 units, 6 classes, and passed them! feels good. But now, its really crunch time. My last chance for the BFA. But school's school, same ole, same ole. Other than that, it brought new things into my life - new friends, adventures, and life lessons. Things never go as planned, but i guess that's life's challenge to us. I mean, change is good right? Well, I hope so. It's crazy how a small thing can teach you so much. I'm just so confused, and have a bunch of things on my mind. Getting in the program, graduating, friends, family, cars, girls. LOL. On that topic, I've never been this way before, maybe that's why I've never had a relationship. I've always been surrounded by friends and always active doing something. However, the Holidays and New Year's, as well as staying in SJ for break, makes me realize that it'd be nice to have someone. And, I guess I blew that. It's hard to put into words, but the Backstreet Boys and Ernie Halter seem to do so easily, haha. Man, smoking and listening to music gets you thinking about things.. hah. I guess it's good to get it out. We'll see how this one goes.